Your Best Wishes = My Best Present

Valentine's Day & CNY is comin
..... 2.5 days to go .....
everyone is excited + cant wait to hav their great time in this big big day


well
mny of my coursemates're started to pack their things
n goin back to their hometown
while im stil stayin in INTI
for lame reason
-.-
(( dun ask me whyy ))

sighh
2.5 days to go
honestly
im reluctant to go back home
feel so unwilling
no CNY mood
:(
i feel so reluctanttttttt

gahhh
I_CANT_STAND_ANYMORE
i_ just_ cant scrape wiv watever u all said to me
:'(
its nt the reason
its nt the main issue too!

im 19's now
pls dun treat me lik a 12's girl
i hav my own life
i hav my own freedom
i wish i can shout out loud
pls think of my feeling
:'(

i didnt meant to be disobedient
but i hav my own rights to do my own decisions
:(
dont ever force me to do such a decision

>> IT'S MY LIFE! <<

i hav my own rights
nobbut i didnt fight for it

everyone's hav their own limitation
so am i

P/s:: i hate the way u all talked to me!