Suffocating banana

Im 19's this year
*alright, I know 19's is still that young + immature
But please, it's almost 20's

I have my own rights, my own freedom, even my own privacy!

WHY? WHY?? WHY???!
Why are you still treating me like a small____little___ CUTE___girl???

Almost e.v.e.r.y.o.n.e in this age is driving everyday
to university, to college, to wherever they wanted to
hang out as far as they can (even a trip!)
yumchar as late as they could (9pm is late for YOU!)
but ME???
I just can spend my 24 hours-time @ home for this looooong sem break

and mold like a slide of Gardenia Bread!

** Im gettin' mad SOON!

for HER

Outing with friends (for movie & sing K especially) is wasting $$ & time

for HER
yumchar @ 8.30pm<<>late!

Alright then
Listen to HER! I stay at home

But.. What's the problem with watching pps???

for HER

facing my lappy for hours will make my brain freeeze ZzZz

Godddd.. WHAT'S WRONG???!!

and what's tha problem now!

What would you expect me to do at home then???

Im lifeless like a piece of SHIT you know!

Yearite, I know you do love and care me
BUT this is not the wayyyyyy of love!!!
Dxmnnnnnn!

And pls

Stop forcing me in doing everything

(including my relationship stuff, even bout my EX!)

Urghhh!!!

I___can't___stand___ANYMORE!

Im almost 20!!!

I believe that I have the ability to do decision and bear for the outcomes

plsssssss T______T

Im not begging for anything

but just your understanding

Somehow

Imma really jealous and envy for those to have a caring mummy T______T

NO OFFENCE in this post

*slap me*

I am sure if she knows about what her daughter is writing here

she will definitely got hurt & burst into tears D:

But please

MOM,

I LOVE YOU! just like how you love me too

Can you please just listen to me for like.. awhile?

Can't you just think for me for like.. sometime?

(You never ever listen to my explaination!)

I need your understanding badly!

I LOVE YOU! always!

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