♧ The Original JY ~♡

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2012-02-10T23:34:00.000+08:00

一滴醋可以毁了整桶牛奶

一只魔鬼足以摧毁整座天堂

End of 2011

2011-12-28T03:42:00.001+08:00

Time flies.
It's going to end for another year, in just a blink of eye..
Feels like there are still alot of stuff which I haven't done completely.
Somehow I realized, there's actually nth for me to chase in this dream.

What am I looking for actually?
Another year, another dream..
And I never achieved it.

Keep telling myself not to be dependent.
No ones gonna stay forever.

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I'm bored

2011-11-03T00:00:00.001+08:00

Feel like blogging, but I got nothing much to blog :\

Ahhhh..

Life's gettin' bored!

As

2011-09-10T17:30:00.002+08:00

As long as we have memories, yesterday remains..

As long as we have hope, tomorrow waits..

As long as we have love, today is beautiful..

Cheers! :)

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2011-08-28T14:41:00.005+08:00

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Cherish The Moment

2011-08-07T15:06:00.006+08:00

It's been a long time

since the last time we met..

(2000)..

(2003)..

It's been 8 years..............

* PRIMARY SCHOOLMATES' GATHERING! *

FINALLY........

No more ffk by me this time! *lolololol

The night..

The place..

Tadaa~

Finally I turned up *hehehehe

The ladies

And the men

All of us

Ain't they cute? *lol

Some of them are going to study abroad..

Might have lesser chance to meet up & catch up anymore :(
Anyhow,

ALL THE BEST to the future lawyer, doctor, pilot, engineer, detective, musician, music producer, and business man & super woman! :)

TAKE CARE and miss ya lots! <3

愿

2011-08-04T20:04:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, I cried b'cus I hurt..

Sometimes, I shed my tears b'cus of touchin..

Sometimes, I smiled just to hide the pain..

Love to cry, used to cry

God knows I'm just too ready to burst into tears

读了一篇文章

作者说

人生就像一双手而幸福就像是一堆沙子

我们只能靠双手轻轻地捧起沙子

相反的

双手抓得越紧手中失去的沙子就越多

未来的路真的很长很远.....

远得我不敢去看不敢去想

不知道是自己变了还是之前的勇气不见了

对自己越来越没信心

到底是怎么了..... :'(

但愿人长久千里共婵娟

Lesson of The Month

2011-07-23T20:31:00.002+08:00

Once bitten, twice shy.

心如刀割

2011-07-05T00:55:00.002+08:00

这深深的一刮让我忆起两年前的那一刀

还是忘不了

幸福吗

2011-07-03T15:47:00.008+08:00

幸福不是你房子有多大而是房子里的笑声有多甜
幸福不是你开多豪华的车而是你开着车平安到家
幸福不是你的爱人有多漂亮而是爱人的笑容有多灿烂
幸福不是在你成功时的喝彩多热烈而是失意时有个声音对你说: 别倒下!
幸福不是你听过多少甜言蜜语而是你伤心落泪时有人对你说: 没事的, 有我呢!

幸福是每天三餐吃饱饱

睡觉可以睡到自然醒! =D

Holiday Mood

2011-06-29T12:52:00.001+08:00

Enjoyin ma' holidayy
Although it's only one week of mid term break =D
Blahhh~
And.. It's gonna end soon D=

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Lovely Life

2011-06-11T15:37:00.009+08:00

ElloO! Imm backkK!

Forgive me people, I got nothing to blog

Since there's ntg to blog, so Imma share some pichas of me & my coursemates

*our relationships are gettin' closer and closerrrrr*

Enjoy all the outings & chilling sessions with em'

Aww aww.. *hughug*

HEART EM' LOTSSS! ♡

FYI, I'm officially degree year 2!

Time flies real fast =/

2 years to go, to cherish my uni life :)

These are just part of the pictures with the gals
*Didn't get all the photo of others........ =/

Look forward to our trip and bbq party! =D

Last but not least

Thanks for the people who celebrated my 20's Birthday for me! *appreciated
Love ya lotss =)

Muackkkks! ♡

Love me or hate me?

It's depends on how you look at me :)

Byebye Degree Year 1

2011-05-10T10:54:00.017+08:00

Been stress for few weeks

Blame to the course, our examination papers are always later than others

People party, we study..

People happy-ing, we emo-ing =(

FINALLY, everything had finished last night

The moment I finished my last paper and walked out from the examination hall,

I was like oh f l y i n g ~

Feel so happy bcus I've done for my degree year 1 *yeah!

(wish everything goes smooth)

After the last paper, me and the course mates decided to reward ourselves to go for Jogoya for supper

So yea the last min plan's ON, since everyone was flexible

There we go

Tadaa~

Tempting tempting

And we've got ourselves a VIP table and foooooddddds =D

Just simply love the dinner and outing with them

Heart them lots <3

Happy Holiday! Gonna miss all of yooou

Sick of Finals

2011-05-04T18:58:00.010+08:00

Having final examination this week

It's gonna hold until next Monday.....so, gotta stay back in Nilai in this weekend *fmlfmlfml

Coincidently, dad's B'day and the Mother's Day are drop on this week

Since I'm not going back this weekend, and the bro is comin to Nilai this Saturday for his enrollment (he's coming to INTI for studies -.-), SO..

We decided to have a simple-yet-sweet dinner to celebrate dad's Bday on last Sunday :)

Da place :)

The loves

In case udk, it's Mother's Day on this coming Sunday.

I feel baddddd, cus me and my bro are not staying at home in this weekend

No one's gonna celebrate for mom, she'll be disappointed.. S I G H :(

While on the other hand, one of my fren told me..
If you love your mom, everyday is Mother's Day!

Same goes to Father's Day and Valentine's Day..

Seriously, I'm enlightened with this sentence =D

HAPPY BDAY, dad! <3

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY, mommy! <3

I love you more and more

Sayang me more and more kay :)

Last but not least,

GAMBATEH for my finals! ;)

May

2011-05-01T00:57:00.001+08:00

It's May
The month with happiness and sadness

It used to be the happiest month every year in my life, but everything had changed since last year.

It suppose to be my bday month, but in fact it reminds me of your leaving.. 2 days before my bday

May, it's not the month for me

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感触

2011-04-17T20:40:00.005+08:00

手机memory满了

电脑的memory也满了

在没有external hard disk的状况下

我只好乖乖的清理手机及电脑里的files

真的是太乱太乱了文件多到我都不知道该从哪里开始整理

发现到手机里的照片在短短的几个月里竟然有几千张

而电脑里的照片竟然多达上将近上万张 =___________=

花了整小时的时间我把6年的照片看完（06-11）

超感触的

看着照片里的人发现到一些人百年不变

有的瘦了有的胖了有的变美了还有的变帅了

有些很久都没见面了有些永远都没机会见面了

尽管如何

我发现到照片中的人全都带着笑脸笑得很开心很灿烂..

就像回忆, 永远都那么美好

6年了太多事情发生也经历了不少大大小小的事

发现自己在这几年里也变得不少

照片看完了心里一番干触

我一张照片都不舍得删除因为它们全都很有意义也都是再也找不回的回忆了

最后

我选择把那些又该死又多余又烦人的功课文件删除

Imagine Me Without You ♡

2011-04-13T22:25:00.001+08:00

Heart this song lotsss

It touched my heart ♡

来过爱过走过

2011-04-13T00:31:00.001+08:00

It's been a year
Why I just can't get through this?

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='(

2011-04-04T21:56:00.001+08:00

今晚

的

心情

糟

透了

:'(

Nafnehow. Nafnehednehzow.
Iabgnimgneniuhs? T.T

不想懂

2011-04-01T22:39:00.001+08:00

有很多事明知道发生了我还是不能接受事实

有一些事就算是知道了我还是不想面对事实

人家说女人要在不懂的时候装懂懂的时候装不懂

不管懂不懂知不知道

我就是想逃避不想面对

我..... 不想懂也不想知道

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Stress ahh

2011-03-26T17:37:00.009+08:00

Meh

Stress stress stressing these few days.. Stress to the MAX!

Test, interview, talks, assignments, presentations, everything came sekaligus.. fml

Tons of works are waiting for me, more and more coming up..... s i g h

24 hours/day is not enough =(

No yumcha, no outing, no shopping and no swimming for these few weeks

Stress shoo stress shoo shoo

Alright, gambateh everyone

Tokyo Disneyland

2011-03-19T11:31:00.006+08:00

跟爸妈说过十年后

会轮到我带他们还有他们的孙子再度去东京的迪斯尼乐园游玩

可是刚刚看到报章

由于地震的关系东京迪斯尼的地开始下沉了 ='(

So True

2011-03-17T23:22:00.003+08:00

Just because someone flirts with you, doesn't mean they like you.
Just because someone likes you, doesn't mean they want to date you.
Just because someone dates you, doesn't mean they love you.
Just because someone loves you, it doesn't necessarily means they won't hurt you.

2012 那么近

2011-03-13T22:32:00.009+08:00

这几天都在紧跟着国际新闻追踪着日本地震海啸的消息

看到那些被天灾摧毁的人与物心不禁抽了起来

比起那些灾民

身在马来西亚的我还能迟睡早起餐餐吃饱饱 真的很幸福很幸运

才发现原来2012那么近了 :(

桌上的零食2013年才到期

抽屉里的面膜2013年才到期

投资保险的钱也要等到2013才能拿到手

毕业典礼在2013才举行 ... Zzz

2012 过得去吧?

Change ME

2011-03-10T14:47:00.006+08:00

Found myself's getting more and more lazy

Feel reluctant to go class recently

and slacked off everything on studies :(

Aww, degree year 2 is coming.

Ahh, gotta change!

Not gonna change for anyone or someone but no one,

I'm changing for myself.

I change, changing still :/

我说

2011-03-05T17:11:00.007+08:00

记得在中学时阿公曾经对我说过: 先读好书上大学的时候再找男友都不迟 -Ok Ok

* 上大学了 *

阿嫲就说: 先读好大学慢慢了解身边的人出来社会再找男友还不迟 -知道知道

现在妈妈说: 还酱年轻做朋友朋友先啦仔细看慢慢看不用急着嫁 -Anah anahh

(朋友)他们说: 还不要找男友咩你到底要单身到几岁? -.-

(朋友)她们说: 还是单身?? 算了吧你~ Zzz?!!

我说: 你们都很吵!!! >o<

Questions, again

2011-03-03T23:08:00.006+08:00

" Why are you still single? "

" You got no intention to get a bf meh? "

Meh

Women don't like questions.

Especially single woman like meee

Blog Updated

2011-02-27T12:27:00.005+08:00

Friends insisted me to update.

I got nothing to blog but lotsa photos to share here

85% uploading, but someone off the modem and ALLtheshitsGONE fml!

Whatever shit, not going to upload anymore

Well, at least

My blog has been updated

CNY 11"

2011-02-13T12:35:00.012+08:00

Ello, this gonna be my short CNY post

Ntg much to share actually

Cus the holiday was tooooo shorttt *not enough lahh =(

First day of CNY *choryatt*

Yes I rocked with my cheongsam

Self-lovingness =S

As usual

LouSang every year

Before

After

And idk what bird is this O_O

Gamble poker every day and night

Secondary's school gang *grabbed this photo from fb

And INTI's gang

See they looked so happy, won alot $$

Last but not least

Angpao mari mari

Rabbit's angpao are adorable

But the value of angpao seems decreasing every each year Zzz

It's Valentine's Day tmr

Sweet mommy bought this ♡ ♡

Happy Valentine's everyone!
*no matter you're single or attached..

*Stupid pose I knw

Alright, stop here

Nice day everyone!

:'(

2011-02-06T02:08:00.003+08:00

It's the 3rd night of CNY.
Just paid a visit to the ex's family.
They're fine and moved on.

Had a little conversation with his mom before the gang reached.
As usual, she asked how's my recent life, especially university n relationship stuff..
Asked me to accept the truth, move on, n get a new relationship asap..........
And repeated for like..............................N times :(
I actually enjoy to talk to his mom, cus every time she reminds me lotsa things bout him.
Memories recalled.............................
Keep telling myself I shouldn't drop my tears at this moment.
So, I smiled n squinted til no ones can see my stupid tearful-eyes.

This is the first CNY without him.
How I wish he's still here n bring me out in every single day in the CNY.
Go every place we want, eat whatever we want...
This year, drive myself, eat with family, and don't gamble...............
Cus every time I saw the gang gambling or playing whatever poker, I'll like.........sigh.........why you're nt here.........
Time flies, things changed
But still, I miss him

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I'm ready for CNY!

2011-01-31T23:31:00.006+08:00

Eello!

Aloha!

Sory for abandoned my blog for sucha long time

Ain't lazy but seriously busy this time

since CNY is just around the corner :)

Hehehehe, so umm, this gonna be a loooooong post before CNY! :D

*sory for the size of photos (if there're too tiny) , lazy to fix it =/

Since my mom keep nagging me about my long dull hair

So, I decided to chop it shorttttter........ =S

And yea, I've learnt on how to curl myself! =D

*thanks to the gal, Ms. Loh who taught me with patient :)

Here's the result

So..............ini macam lah

Not bad right? *applause for her :P

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And err..........no doubt, we hung out & spent our $$ again this week.. LOL

Moooovie again, this time we went for GreenHornet 3D

and since CNY is just around the corner

So we spent our time on manicure!

There we go, tadaa~

Mine **RED for GongXiFaCai, HUAT ar!!!

Ying's **Sweet PINK with ribbons, oh-so-valentine's-feel

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Oh ya, one more thing to blog and share with ya

It's an event which organized by INTI for the coming CNY- Culture Night!

Last min plan of my course mates on Wed's night!

We got ourselves a VIP table! *woohoo

Ladies
Ok I know I'm FAT!

and the gentlemen *seriously gentle* lol

Macam couple saje

Pix of da night! :D

Did enjoy the night with them

although the foods were........uhmm........ eww............... =\

Anyway, I love my friends and course mates!

Heart em' lotss!!! :)

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Been busy in these few weeks w/ the frens and family

Done with my shoppin list for coming CNY

Clothes - Checked

Hairstyle - Checked

Heels and shoes - Checked

Manicure/pedicure - Checked

Bags and accessories - Checked

Woots, everything is done!

*screammmmm*

So yea, I'm ready for the CNY!

Let go of the past

I'm gonna rock for my Rabbit Year!

HCNY everyone! =D

Have fun and take care!

Oh Life

2011-01-14T21:56:00.006+08:00

Back to life

Back back to life

Movie movie

Makan makan

Minum minum

Yeaa~

These are the reasons why I've been gaining my weight

I'm fat!

I've gained my weight AGAIN!

ToT

Since today is public holiday for Seremban, no class for todayy

So yea

Im back to Klang in Thurs :)

Planned to swim in this mornin but.......FAILED

*blame the weather! It rained whenever I feel like want to swim

Grrr!

So..........bro and I decided to go for gym

Work work work it outt

not really 'sweat out' much today, lol whatswrongwithme

Time to makan afta workout! *hungrilylylyyy!

Wolfed down all the foods on my plate right after they reached on the table lol

Wonder how am I going to keep ~~fit~~ / fat =(

Oh oh

And guess what

After lunchie, we went to catch a movie with two cousies

Caught a local production movie

< GREAT DAY 天天好天 >

The story line is sooo damnnnn touch!

And I realized all of us shed our tears in the same time, ahahaha

And aa.......... It reminds me of my childhood time w/ my grandpapa :'(

It's surprised that the prettie cousies dated me out today

Had our yumcha chilling session after the movie

It's kinda fun to hang out with them *teehee =D

But too bad didn't take any photo with them =/

There are only pixies while havin lunch

w/ the bro

Chiak chiak chiak

Yea, self-loving............. I knw

Back To Life

2011-01-13T22:11:00.003+08:00

Aha! I'm backed!

Sorry that I've abandoned my blog for like one week

Ain't lazy, but busy *heheheheh

Well, 2 months of holidays ended, back to hostel and settled down in the last Sunday

Yea, I'm back to Inti, back to life :)

Since it's first week, lecturers are not giving lecture, no attendance taken and blahblah

+ I've been molded for two months at home.........

So yea, I just can't refuse to skip the class and cope with all the outing plans. lol

Especially shopping and eatingss! Oomgggg *screammmm*

Ying

It's been loooooong time we never hang out like this

It's fun to shop with them for the coming CNY

clothes lah bags lah.. I spent, you spent

Blew and spent our money like nobody business from the morning till the night

Yeayy, HAPPY POKAI!

It's exhausted and.......... leg cramp Zzz

Another one is yumchar..........Yea, almost every night after I back to Nilai. lol.......

One of the night @ MCD w/ Ying & Cj

Since one of us was emo, so we decided to buy Happy Meal

*to make ourself more happier. lol

Kidoooo

See, they looked so happy with the happy meal toy :*)

It's fun to eat, shop, movie with the friends

but FML there's only 2nd week in Jan and I've been over spent for this month

And thanks for the useless shit maybankvisa, I couldn't pay my course fees in time! *damnit

and FFFML my new hairstyle makes my face looks more chubby...........and fat! D=

开心/伤心

2011-01-05T15:41:00.003+08:00

今天成绩终于出炉了

等了整个早上朋友终于传封简讯给我

说 我过关了

超开心的

因为我整整emo烦了两个月

每晚都睡不好脑袋只想着成绩出炉后要怎样向家人交待

所以啊我现在的心情是难以诠释的惊讶无法形容的开心

开心的同时也有点点失望

失望是因为我想把这开心的事与一个人分享

可惜的是他听不见也没有这机会与我分享这份开心事了 :'(

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另一方面

最近朋友的感情不是亮橙灯就是亮红灯
3 个失恋 5个还在冷战中 =O

该说的话已说能安慰的已安慰
希望你们全部能快快把问题解决吧

有一个朋友就告诉我
下个月就是情人节了
情人节快到了也是时候是分手的季节了
LOL 赞赞赞! 这句说得好!

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2011伤心事

2011-01-04T16:57:00.002+08:00

1.1.2011
一早起身早餐都还来不及吃
一通电话就直接让眼泪受不了控制..
想都没想过新的一年新的第一天
第一颗落下的泪竟是为了他...
他走了
小小年纪梦都还没定路才要开始走还没那机会踏进中学就离开了

世上最痛的莫过于白发人送黑发人了
心痛的感觉真的只有当事人才懂
尤其是看见他爸爸替他戴上最后一次手表的时候伤心落泪得连手表都帮他戴反了
心真的很酸很酸
他的葬礼办得很干脆很简单一瞬间就完成了
就像他离开一样让所有的人都无法接受事实

所有所有的回忆只能记在脑里
所有所有的笑容只能记在心里
永远怀念

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我的 2010

2010-12-27T17:16:00.001+08:00

健康: 还好
金钱: 有出没入
感情: 乱七八糟
家人: 点点小摩擦
生活: 得过且过过一天算一天
学业: 七七八八越读越没心
给自己的 2010 打 49% :(

今年的我感觉上是白活的
仔细回想好像没做过一件有意义的事
觉得自己变了
变得脑残身残心也残了
日子过得太不像样了

失去不想失去的得到不想得到的
唉总而言之
2010 is not my year
Everything emo emo emo

噢明年会更好 .__.

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惜

2010-12-20T05:00:00.005+08:00

凌晨早上了睡不着流着泪

烦了整个月失眠了好几天

脑袋里还是缠绕着同一个问题

谜始终还是解不开

心很累了

脑也快残了

盼了整个晚上

天真和无知告诉我

结局超乎了我的想象事情不是我要的那样

心情超复杂超失望的

忍不住了我哭了

睡不着上上线对着电脑

一面听歌一面哭一面玩面子书

一个朋友很突然的出现在聊天室

他什么都不说只告诉我事情很快会过去的要我开开心心之类的话

我.. 又大哭一场了

哭不是因为伤心失望

而是这位朋友的话让我很很很很很感动太感动了!

T__________T

千言万语感谢的话想对他说

但真的不知道该怎么说该从哪里说起

真的真的

朋友谢谢你们

每一次不管遇到什么困难或受到什么委屈

你们都站在这里默默的支持我鼓励我

真的只有我在心情沮丧的时候才发现到呆在我身边爱我疼我的家人及朋友

珍惜.. 惜福..

说得真的很容易真正做得到的人真的很少

而我是那个常常把 [珍惜] 挂在嘴边, 说到却做不到的人 :'(

Words For Girls

2010-12-16T14:20:00.027+08:00

As time goes by
As I grown up

And as I went through the relationship stuffs
experienced things and saw with my own eyes

These are what I've learned:

A guy who loves you wouldn't ask/date you to the night club,

but will ask you to sleep early and go for exercise with him in the next morning.

He'll actually ask you to drink more water instead of alcoholic drinks.

and ask you to wear specs instead of putting on the thick-make-ups.

We all will have our heart broken and we'll break others hearts
We'll cry because the time is passing so fast and we'll eventually lose someone we love and we care..

As one of my friend said

We are no longer young girls that only like and crush on guy because of appearance, although we are always being carried away by these stuffs

>> And many of the pretty girls are end up with those not-good-looking guys

This is because (those not-good-looking guys) their good traits and personality have cover their appearances

A guy we love, has to have some place that impress us

if he got nothing that impress you, then it's like..worthless to go for it

* AWM, you're so true!

- There's not necessarily to get a guy who is taller than us

.. so that we can wear high heels.

- And there's not necessarily to get a guy who has big-teddy-bear-size

.. so that we can feel warm and secure.

The most important thing is..

We don't need a boy friend, but a man

A man which can think in mature way, just like our dads do :)

So yea girls, think and choose wisely! ;)

LMFAO David Rush Ft Pitbull & Kevin Rudolf ♡ Shooting Star

2010-12-14T21:43:00.010+08:00

Just simply ♡ this

~ I love just who you are, I ain't gon try to change ya.
You are a shooting star, that's why you are my favorite. ~

There you go~ *shake that

关在铁笼里的那只鸟

2010-12-10T23:51:00.007+08:00

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98 Degrees ♡ This Gift

2010-12-05T20:29:00.007+08:00

Hohoho

This is one of my favourite Christmas song

Sweeeeeet ♥♡ *Heart it lotss :)

Christmas is just around the corner, few more weeks to go~

So what's ya plan for this year Christmas/Christmas eve?

Countdown and countdown and countdown?

HOHOHO,

Santa claus is coming to the town~

I can't wait for the roasted turkey & my Christmas pressies!

1 word 11 letters, WHATYOUTHINK

2010-12-03T22:55:00.016+08:00

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Scratched

2010-11-30T19:53:00.007+08:00

damnidontknowhathehelliswrongwithme

I scratched my baby car, again

in an effing day, effing place, effing time, effing car, and the stupid effing opponent ran away

Cry die meeeee! D;

1 month 1 time;

2 months, 2 times..

(31st Oct)- last day of Oct, kena bumper

(30th Nov)- last day of Nov, kena side door

and the worst thing for today is

the opponent scratched and ran away!

*wtftw! I dont even have a chance to jot down the car plate no. :'(

FIRST blood, SECOND hurt, THIRD kill

So what's the next? >> Bang.Shit.Die?

Date? >> (31th Dec) last day of Dec? *Aww, stay tune peeps~

*Nah, I'm not gonna drive on that day

2010 is not the year for me

Cepat cepat past, and 2011 cepat cepat come lah ishh D;

*touchwood touchwood*

Everything's gonna be fine, I know

Zzz

2010-11-25T19:40:00.002+08:00

不要因为自己的一时寂寞而去接受一段不合适你的爱;
也不要因为一段不合适你的爱而去寂寞一生
lol WTH is this

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Idk whatswrongwithme

2010-11-20T22:15:00.014+08:00

There're few more hours to final examination

Everyone's stressing, studying

and Im doing nothing here, seriously

Been starring in front of the screen for the whole day, did nothing

Something messed up my mind.......

I just.....can't.....stop......thinking thinking and thinking..........

Idk what's wrong with me..

:'(

I feel so so so wrong, but Idk what's wrong

Sigh

*down down down down down*

Totally out of study mood

I guess I will fail my paper for the very first time

FYLJY

iwishicouldcryoutloud

Just......leavemealone

感情/回忆?

2010-11-16T15:26:00.001+08:00

好久好久都没聊心事了
昨晚偶然跟一个朋友聊天不知怎么的一口气把心底的话告诉了他
呵呵不错啦反而有的时候觉得男生会更明白更理解更好沟通 :)
聊着聊着聊到感情事儿我告诉他我很烦很烦
他突然问我: 你放得下过去咩? 都酱久了还是对他有感情? 或只是单单留恋在回忆?
哇~~!
他这句话真的是当头唪喝点醒了我..
说得对啦随着时间渐渐的流逝我变了变得没那么执着了
以前念念不忘依依不舍的感情淡了? 或是不见了? *我不懂
剩下的都只是回忆吧

我明白了
没有什么是过不去的
时间就是最好的良药

我不哭了 :)

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One In A Million ♡ Ne-yo

2010-11-08T09:28:00.003+08:00

Been listen to this song for few times
The rhythms are kept repeat repeat n lingering in my mind
Finally! I found it! :D

Jet setter
Go getter
Nothing better
Call me Mr. been there done that
Top model chick to your every day hood rat
Less than all but more than a few
But I've never met one like you

Been all over the world
Done a little bit of everything
Little bit of everywhere
With a little bit of everyone
All the girls I've been with
Things I've seen it takes much to impress
But sure enough you go it makes your soul stand up from all the rest

I can be in love
But I just don't know
Baby one thing is for certain
Whatever you do it's working
All the girls don't matter
In your presence can't do what you do
There's a million girls around but I don't see no one but you

Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

You're not a regular girl
You don't give a damn about your look
Talking about I can't do it for you
But you can do it for yourself
Even though that ain't so
Baby cause my dough don't know how to end
But that independent thing I'm with it
All we do is win baby

I could be in love
But I just don't know
Baby one thing is for certain

Whatever you do it's working
All the girls don't matter
In your presence can't do what you do
There's a million girls around but I don't see no one but you

Baby you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this
Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

Timing girl
Only one in the world
Just one of a kind
She mine

Ooh all that I can think about is what this thing could be
A future baby
Baby you're one of a kind
That means that you're the only one for me
Only one for me
Baby (girl) you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this
Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this ♡

Aww..........this is sweet :)

Heartbeat ♡ Enrique Iglesias ft. Nicole Scherzinger

2010-11-06T22:08:00.008+08:00

Aww...........got hypnotized

Totally addicted with this song

I saw you talking on the phone
I know that you are not alone
But you steal my heart away
Yeah you steal my heart away

You’re acting like you’re on your own
But I saw you standing with a girl
Stop tryn’ to steal my heart away,
Stop tryn’ to steal my heart away

I don’t know where we going
I don’t know who we are

I can feel your heartbeat x2
He said to me
I can feel your heartbeat
Running through me
Feel your heartbeat
She said
I can feel your heartbeat
She said to me
I can feel your heartbeat
She said to me
I can feel your heartbeat
She said to me
I can feel your heartbeat
Running through me
Heartbeat
Feel your heartbeat

Maybe it’s the way you move
You got me dreaming like a fool
That I can steal your heart away
I can steal your heart away

No matter what it is you think
I’m not the kind of girl you think
And give my heart away
Stop tryin’ steal my heart away

I don’t know where we going
I don’t know who we are

I can feel your heartbeat
He said to me
I can feel your heartbeat
He said to me

I can feel your heartbeat
Running through me
Heartbeat
Feel your heartbeat
She said
I can feel your heartbeat
She said to me
I can feel your heartbeat
She said to me
I can feel your heartbeat
Running through me

Stop stealing my heart away x3
You’re stealing my heart away

I don’t know where we going
I don’t know who we are
Feels like we are flowing
High above the stars, the stars, the stars, the stars

I can feel your heartbeat
He said to me
I can feel your heartbeat
He said to me
I can feel your heartbeat
Running through me
I can feel your heartbeat
She said
I can feel your heartbeat
She said to me
I can feel your heartbeat
She said to me
I can feel your heartbeat
Running through me
Heartbeat
Feel your heartbeat

Stop stealing my heart away
Talk to me girl
Stop stealing my heart away
Give it to me boy
Stop stealing my heart away
Say it to me girl
You’re stealing my heart away

Stop stealing my heart away x3
Your heartbeat ♡

痛

2010-10-31T21:00:00.001+08:00

撞车了

车子撞上的那一刻很大很大声
我呆了
对方车主全然不知
但良心告诉我我必须下车坦然面对

第一时间打电话去求救
除了爸爸真的就再也没其他的人选了
对方车主人很好很好
把所有事情处理后就回家了

踏进家面对着家人
心想我这次完了
安压不住自责的心情让我忍不住躲进房里哭了起来

到了晚餐时间事实并不是我想像的那样
家人并没有责怪我
但爸爸的一句话让我再次堋溃大哭起来
他说 "人没事就好啊在买车给你前我就预算到你会这样了没关系的车子撞了再修撞了再修咯"
爸爸这句贴心又无厘头的话让我眼泪流个不停哭了好久好久.....

谢谢那些打电话传简讯关心我的朋友
我没事我很好脸没毁容手脚健全
只是心碎了一半
陪着我不到50天的宝贝新车被割坏了

连续几天血淋淋的恶梦及这次的意外让我忆起了一个人一个因为意外而永远都不能相见的人
去年的我梦见同样的梦同样的事情也发生了
是巧合还是冥冥之中已经注定?
又堋溃了我真的快疯了

第一次感到酱无助
除了流泪
也只有自责能让我好过些

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Its FATE!

2010-10-26T22:10:00.002+08:00

Hey peepz~

Wanna share something with you guys

Its about D.O.B + T.O.B numberology philosophy

(Some sort of fate-numberology thingy? *Hmm..)

CHECK THIS OUT

>> Click.Me <<

Well, I ain't superstitious kay!

Take it as a reference in your life :)

Btw, its kinda trueee :D

Crappy

2010-10-25T15:50:00.001+08:00

I crap
You crap
...
Get a life crappie

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粪 - 愤

2010-10-23T23:21:00.004+08:00

大便的夜晚

大便的心情

大便的思想

... 我到底是怎么了 D:

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...

2010-10-23T18:42:00.005+08:00

不要对我太好因为我不想被你伤害

Nahhhhh
Im just crapping

(The pictures are pointless)

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不可以一个人的咩

2010-10-21T17:09:00.017+08:00

看到身边的朋友个个都有男友了
一些开始学煲汤学做菜
有的甚至是开始存钱筹备未来了 =O
…无语*

先把话说在前头
我并没有desperate!
只是有时候…看到他们一对一对的还真的会酸溜溜的 *呵呵
不过是真的很sweet一下啦 ( 为他们感到幸福啦）

这也是我有好几个月不进电影院的原因
朋友约了又约约了又约
不管是喜剧片科幻片恐怖片动作片 ―都拒绝了
原因是…… 那里情侣一大堆 *噢
看了酸酸的就没心情看戏了啦!

有时回到家还会emo一下下 *哈
算了有时候真的宁愿呆在房里 Zzzz

" 交男朋友了吗？怎不带你男友出来? "
( *闷* 又是这问题 ?! )
..........
老实说… 我很很很很很很厌倦上述的问话
尤其是那些安娣安格
聊到没话题时, 这必定是他们与我的话题
( 你不闷我都闷啊 )

是 ~ 快二十岁了
还是单身就很好奇吗....?
我妈都不急, 你们急什么呀? *噢

没男朋友很奇怪咩?
不可以一个人的咩??
不是我嫌人家也不是人家嫌我咯 okayyy
简单来说~ 是还没在 对的时间遇上对的人

交男友这事儿是急不来的
反正还有另一个疼我的男人嘛 ― 我爸!
哈哈哈

因为... 我相信袁粪 :)

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Inexpressible

2010-10-19T23:19:00.004+08:00

Shit Shiat Sighh

I feel very very veryyyyy bad tonight =(

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Ocean Monkeys!

2010-10-17T18:30:00.019+08:00

Yea, lovely day!

Just backed from yumcha session with WM

& met up with KM & Joe for like 5.32721 minutes?

Itsa nice catch btw

Got ourself some things in the cosmetic shop after that

Since we've got nothing to do

WM decided to loiter in the pet shop *lol

Here're the pixies

Ooh-my-gawddd.. They are cuteee

Something caught our eyes

Yea.. Its Ocean Monkeys

(sort of small-tiny-organisms /shrimp *I think so?)

Thiz is oh-so-attracting

So we both decided to get one

__________________________________________________________________________

Im soooo soooo sooo excited!

I just cant get my ass off from the lappy

--> non-stop-googling for my baby Ocean Monkeys

This is wad i got

*excitiiiiiiiing*

Btw, they are still in the live eggs condition

Gotta hatch it yo!

Lovely fren in lovely morning

2010-10-17T11:15:00.017+08:00

Early in the morning

when I was busy having my brunch..

*phone rang with a cute tone*

XX: Oiiiiiiii! You got bf liaw meh? Since when??? ... Why never update us? Good lah you.. Fren lah now.. Why didnt update..............

*blank for like 5.6234719 seconds*

me: .................huh?

XX: Yea... Your fb status laah... Thought you went for a movie?????

*okayyy, now I think I understand d*

me: ......helloo, my friend sent a movie to me through on9 lahh! *LMAO*

________________________________________________________

Isn't it my friend is cute? *lol

Even if I went out for a movie he/she also kepohh!

101010 怀念

2010-10-10T03:05:00.003+08:00

生日快乐, NKS

看了你的照片我一定会按不住情绪大哭一场

也不知道是哪里来的勇气能让我完成你那简单的video slide

这也许是我能为你做的最后一件事了

这长达238秒的片段希望你会喜欢

谢谢你的美好

永远怀念_____♥

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未来的路

2010-10-04T15:34:00.007+08:00

你留下的脚步

始终都在给我领悟

看看前面的路

似乎觉得有些觉悟

想哭

但已不再像以前那么爱哭

再回头看看才发现

原来我也曾幸福过

任性地烂醉一番

才察觉失去的东西始终都还放不下

心定了

时间会冲淡一切的

Fatso

2010-09-26T16:22:00.006+08:00

Great news!
I've gained my weight
which from 43000 grams to 46000 grams!

Muffin top is with me now *wtf

Im gonna get rid of ittttt! T_____T

Gahh!

Next week start onwards gotta go for gym & swim! *MLIA

This__is__so__damn__chubbo!

I ain't skinny no more!

Dear friends, (LLV especially)

Stop naming me as Miss Bone or so called Miss Boney

Its unacceptable anymore :*(

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Diary

2010-09-25T01:09:00.007+08:00

In secondary schooling time, one of my friend used to tell me
writing diary is the way to vent out our feelings
Whenever our mood is down, read back and recall each every happy memories & moments that we had

then our mood will turn into good *its amazing

And yea
I have 5 diaries in my life.
I used to write everyday and crap everything in my life. Especially love life.
*how silly

But now for me
Diary is like a strange thing in my life
I've stopped writing diary since I was broke in my previous relationship
I hate diary.

It reminds me lotsa sweet and bitter memories
That's the reason why I keeping them far away from my sight now.

And that's also the reason why I'm blogging and crapping here instead of writing diary *fml

and frankly, idk what am i crappingggg
I'm insomniaaa!

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求人不如求己

2010-09-24T11:48:00.009+08:00

某人遇到难事, 便去寺庙里求观音
走进庙里才发现, 观音的像前也有一个人在拜
那个人长得跟观音一模一样, 丝毫不差..

人问: 你是观音吗?
那人答道: 我正是观音.
这人又问: 那你为何还拜自己?
观音笑道: 我也遇到了难事. 但我知道, 求人不如求自己

Best Questions Ever

2010-09-17T16:47:00.006+08:00

"Would you choose to date your ex again?"
"Have you had any regrets in your love life?"

FML*

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Macam-macam

2010-09-17T12:03:00.007+08:00

I found this is interesting

Money is like Pepsi

Ask For More

Study is like Nike

Just Do it

Future is like Adidas

Impossible is nothing

Friendship is like Astro

Macam-macam ada

Just.. Random

2010-09-15T18:58:00.013+08:00

Yeap

Sorry peeps

Im not gonna blog about my Japan trip

Due to my lazinessess

FMI, refer to my facebook

*most of the photos had been uploaded

_________________________________________________________________

Well

Now only I realised

Holidays gonna end very soon *shittt

Time passed just_so_fast

Left only few days for me to enjoy =(

Just randomly- finished reading one of my friend's blog

Can feel his infatuation towards his ex

Its a sad case which happened in last few months

Sighh, feel sad bout his ending of love story =(

Thought he's a guy who is strong & unassailable

Cheer man

I'm sure you will be reading this

Take it easy kay ;)

L_veMyLife

2010-09-14T18:38:00.006+08:00

谁说单身就一定很孤独很寂寞?

只要有亲情与友情
单身也可以很自由很快乐

Konichiwa

2010-09-12T12:38:00.042+08:00

Ohoho. Ohaiyo-gozaimasu!

Imma back...............from Japan (7D5N)

There's only one word to describe for the trip

AWESOME!

* screammm *

Dang Dang Dang Dang~

* w/ kimono *

The cities ;)

Hmm

Japan has a very high standard of living

No doubt

High expenses there -.-

Imagine the economy WanTanMee costs RM3.50 in Msia

while the economy Ramen in Japan costs RM19++

p/s: Plain mee only. No meat no vege. *Hav to add $$ for the other ingredients

Officially broke after backed from Japan :(

*will post up for the pichas & blog about it

Stay tune peeps ;)

imy, NKS

2010-09-02T16:30:00.002+08:00

Still
I couldn't let go.

Tried my best not to think about the past anymore
by keeping all the memories that you left

I couldn't
but I'll try my very best
That's the only way to let go

Sigh
MissEu badly
_____________________________________________

Time to release & relax
*Off to Japan tomorrow
Gonna bleed my wallet dry this time
Wish to get some special stuffs there
Targets + wish lists:
- A pair of watches & a burberry bag

Time to pack
Take care peeps

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Maa' New Baby

2010-08-28T17:09:00.010+08:00

Finally.. FinnaLY.. FiNALLY!!!
I've got my new baby!
** My own baby **
YeePeee!

Alright

** Thanks to dad & mom! **

It's my 19's bday present from my parents actually

FYI, my bday was last three months
*yea, its kinda late I knoww =___=

Whatever~

_____________________________________________

*Wee~

Listen here my-new-baby::

Imma goin' to dress you up baby

-- change windows' color

-- lightning

-- car horn

-- + bodykit

-- + skirt

blah and blah..........

Dad's gonna sponsor me^-^

* Last but not least,

Welcome to my life baby!

♥ you, maa' baby!

Untitled

2010-08-23T22:24:00.003+08:00

It's 3rd month
It's time to let go..Maybe?

iwishto
butijustcouldnt
:(

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Suffocating banana

2010-08-19T18:45:00.009+08:00

Im 19's this year
*alright, I know 19's is still that young + immature
But please, it's almost 20's

I have my own rights, my own freedom, even my own privacy!

WHY? WHY?? WHY???!
Why are you still treating me like a small____little___ CUTE___girl???

Almost e.v.e.r.y.o.n.e in this age is driving everyday
to university, to college, to wherever they wanted to
hang out as far as they can (even a trip!)
yumchar as late as they could (9pm is late for YOU!)
but ME???
I just can spend my 24 hours-time @ home for this looooong sem break

and mold like a slide of Gardenia Bread!

** Im gettin' mad SOON!

for HER

Outing with friends (for movie & sing K especially) is wasting $$ & time

for HER
yumchar @ 8.30pm<<>late!

Alright then
Listen to HER! I stay at home

But.. What's the problem with watching pps???

for HER

facing my lappy for hours will make my brain freeeze ZzZz

Godddd.. WHAT'S WRONG???!!

and what's tha problem now!

What would you expect me to do at home then???

Im lifeless like a piece of SHIT you know!

Yearite, I know you do love and care me
BUT this is not the wayyyyyy of love!!!
Dxmnnnnnn!

And pls

Stop forcing me in doing everything

(including my relationship stuff, even bout my EX!)

Urghhh!!!

I___can't___stand___ANYMORE!

Im almost 20!!!

I believe that I have the ability to do decision and bear for the outcomes

plsssssss T______T

Im not begging for anything

but just your understanding

Somehow

Imma really jealous and envy for those to have a caring mummy T______T

~~NO OFFENCE in this post~~

*slap me*

I am sure if she knows about what her daughter is writing here

she will definitely got hurt & burst into tears D:

But please

MOM,

I LOVE YOU! just like how you love me too

Can you please just listen to me for like.. awhile?

Can't you just think for me for like.. sometime?

(You never ever listen to my explaination!)

I need your understanding badly!

I LOVE YOU! always!

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不是我放不下

2010-08-16T18:02:00.005+08:00

你知道吗

朋友们一直要我往前看

但我就是看不到

我和你的未来

AnotherEmoNight

2010-08-04T22:35:00.003+08:00

NO.

Imnotgonnablogtonight.

Dontaskmewhy.

Itsjustanotheremonight.

D;

我为我自己而活

2010-07-29T19:58:00.005+08:00

随着时间的流逝
我渐渐明白
明白你不再回来
明白了生命的意义
明白了生活的意义

我珍惜当下珍惜每一天
珍惜每一个对我微笑的人
家人朋友身边的所有所有

也明白了
不要为了一个人而活
一个人承担两个人的爱情是痛苦的
我告诉自己
我要为了所有关心我的人开心
我要为了我自己而活

我一直都在努力
努力地坚强
努力地过得很好
谢谢所有关心我的人
* 珍惜你们 *

你的背影

2010-07-18T19:07:00.003+08:00

想你了

想念你的背影

你放风筝的背影
你站在远远吸烟的背影
你背着我偷偷流泪的背影

你永远都不知道
我最后一次见到你
也是你离我远远的背影

适耕庄

2010-07-12T18:19:00.012+08:00

去过你家乡
走过你曾走的路
踏过你成长的地方

记得
我总嚷着要你带我去看那一望无际的稻田
你也曾答应说带我到那海边去看星星

你总在每晚为我说床前故事
总会滔滔不绝地为我道出你小时候的回忆

在那里
我看见了几个无知的男生骑着电单车到处闲逛
这又让我想起了你
你总是洋洋得意告诉我以前中学时期的你
总爱无所事事游手好闲
你说你一直都很怀念那少年无知的时光
每天跟着一般死党做些疯狂的事
浪费一大堆的钱改装摩哆
甚至是不顾危险深夜里去飘摩哆

终于
我看见了曾被你形容的稻田
去过了你游过泳的海边
瞭望了你爱的那片一星空
遗憾的是
你不在我身旁

星星只有你知我心

2010-07-10T17:18:00.004+08:00

以前的我
很任性
尽管夜有多深
都会一直嚷着要看星星
为的是想自私点
让你陪我多一点点

现在的我
很固执
不管天气好不好
都会想去篮球场
为的只是
想看看那颗属于我的星

你会去的对吧

2010-07-05T11:31:00.008+08:00

还记得你答应过我

说要陪我去看周杰伦的演唱会的吗

朋友告诉我

周杰伦明年终于要来大马开演唱会了

我兴奋地把这件事告诉妈妈

说我这次一定要去

妈妈竟回我说

" ..你又要再浪费钱去看那些演唱会了.. "

我望着她傻傻地微微笑

心想

这次可以买 VIP 的票了..

因为这次的演唱会

我只需买我自己的一张票

原因是

你入场免费了

还记得王力宏那场演唱会吗

我们兴奋到喊破喉咙声音沙哑了

这次周杰伦的演唱会

你会去的

对吧

第二十三天

2010-06-16T00:04:00.005+08:00

你离开的第二十三天

亲爱的

我想你了

越来越想你了

对不起

眼泪又不听使唤了

:'(

不知道为什么

有种种原因与证据告诉我

那场车祸并没那么简单

车祸当晚驾车的人并不是你

亲爱的对不起

我想为你把事实誊清

告诉所有的人事实其实并不是那样

可是我办不到

我没有足够的证据证明那场车祸并不是因你而起

朋友们都劝我那是过去了

不管我们再怎样追查怎样追究

你都不会回来了

T.T

亲爱的

答应我

别再哭了好吗

听到你哭了我的心酸了

要乖乖的

把这世上所有的一切放下

不要害怕不要再流泪了

带着BearBear

跟着佛光走

去你该去的地方过你该过的新生活

想念我的时候

就来我身旁

悄悄看着我守护着我

好吗

MiiMissDee

2010-06-13T22:26:00.002+08:00

T.T

:'(

2010-06-06T21:34:00.003+08:00

有很多很多烦恼
很多很多心事
很多很多话想对你说

I wish you're here :'(

依然爱你

2010-05-28T21:12:00.008+08:00

才两个月没见

我们相遇的地方竟然是太平间

亲手打开尸袋

你血流满面地睡在我面前

23.05.2010

你走了

你走的那几天我去过你房间

唯一能为你做的只有帮你收拾你该带走的东西

看见属于我们的东西都原封不动地放在同样的地方

原来所有的一切你我都还放不下 :'(

你姐把你的日记交给了我

还记得这是我要求你写的

日记里装满的都是再也找不回的回忆了

不是说好了

没有对方在身旁的日子就要好好照顾自己的吗

你为什么又驾车超速又不邦安全带了

你这离去

有想过你爱的人跟爱你的人的感受吗

你出殡那天

你的亲戚朋友们都到了

我跟你姐你妈一直都守在你身旁你看见了吗

我们跟你说了很多很多的话你又听见了吗

你啊到了另外一个世界

就有新生活新朋友了

要好好照顾好自己

因为我不能再像以前那样每天管着你了

你生前最喜欢的东西

你的衣服手表鞋子鸭嘴帽

还有你最爱的BearBear, 香水, 还有那九十九颗星

全都烧给你了

记得要去领知道吗?

其实啊

那九十九颗星里全都写着我想对你说的话

但我一直都没有告诉过你

如果你收到了记得把它们打开来看看好吗?

你葬礼上的照片是我选的

只要是我选的你都会喜欢的对吗?

对不起

我在你的葬礼上哭了

尤其是在亲眼看见你被封棺及火化的那一刻我哭了

记得你曾告诉我

无论我哭泣或流泪你就会感到很心酸很心痛

对不起我又做不到了

你一定很心疼

读完你的日记了

日记里最后一页的话我会永远记在心里

答应你我会乖乖听话用功读书照顾自己

还记得你生前时我们常说

如果有一天我们其中一方真的离开了

另一方也要好好活下去好好过生活

就算是伤心也不能一辈子流泪

答应你

我会坚强我会独立

我们要在各自的世界为对方祝福好吗

你要安心地走知道吗?

朋友说

如果我想你了

可以把你当成是天上的星星看着你对你说心事

还记得我们常常在篮球场看的那颗星吗

那颗最闪耀的星

我常常都嚷着说它永远都那么美那么亮

还记得你的任务吗

你就是那颗在每个夜里闪耀的星星

在我累得想放弃时为我祈祷为我加油

你的使命就是默默地守护着我让我幸福!

我在生日那晚收到你的礼物了

我会永远珍惜这份礼物

如有缘份

下一世我做男生你做女生

我会好好爱你疼你保护你

再继续我们这段今世无法走完的爱情

Birthday Present?

2010-05-22T00:24:00.002+08:00

Uhh..

Its going to the end of May.

~> bday is coming -.-

Boys and girls,

Ladies and gentlemen,

Stop asking me what I need, what I lack of & what I want for my birthday present. ZzZz

.. I need nothing nothing but YOU!

No matter partner or friends or family or whoever

..............

I need nothing but your sincereness.

Especially friends - friendship! =/

*sigh

(lots of shit things happened recently)

It isn't a big thing, but it's a million little thing for me!

I take serious with every each word you said

.. cus it means lots to me =(

Yea rite

Different type of people with different kind minded.

We must learn to give and take. Always.

Blahh

whatever

19's is coming.

Trying myself to be more mature in thinking.

annnd..

I'll try my very best be a good daughter, good friend, good partner, good listener and whatsoever. lol.

you know lahh

going to 20's soon

Its time to grow up!

Anyhow,

no matter who you are, who are you

Thank YOU for being in my life :)

What a... crush

2010-04-25T15:40:00.020+08:00

Thanks for the cheering and caring.
Whatever you do and you did
mean lot to me.
You've brighten up my life!
*honestly - igottouched*
=)
But
Everything seems too fast for me. *What a rush
Previous pain and past of anyone of us
is still loitering around.
No doubt.
Both of us are just too desperate with it -i think so
But still
we are in the dilemma.
=(
Is that possible?..
Yea, as we said
Go and follow with your heart. Always.
But still
Im doubting..
Time needed for me, perhaps..

Sowrie dum dum =/

Last but not least
Im hypnotized.
I just cant get ya outta my mind!
*damn you wey

S.O.S

2010-04-23T08:26:00.004+08:00

S.O.S!

Goshh
Should I go for it?
=X
Girls' talk needed!
=/
Where are you girlss???

Genting Trip with maa' course mates-160410 ♥

2010-04-20T22:54:00.004+08:00

Sorry for my late update
(i mean for this trip de lah)

Had been waitin for 3 days 2 nights
Just to get the photos from Ms. Loh so that i can update for this trip
*ehem- quick update which spoke by photos
Lets start from here..

Genting Trip ♥
with maa' course mates
16th-17th April 2010

9 of us wey~

♥ this wey!

waitin' for the game

we shouted like hellll even though it's not frightful -.=

Strawberry in the air

DaBao in the air

YingYing in the air

Tada~

Tadaa~

*squeeze squeeze squeezeeeed into a car!

Promoting for the Energizer. lol

used to it > H2N3

This is what we called- Sexy Back

and this is what we called- Fashion. LOL

=O

Pretended to be pregnant

*aiks! its blur!

Same posing. lol

Tired of shoppin'

winter feel << .. >> summer feel
Seriously, i ♥ this!
..

3 of us curi curi escaped to the outdoor in the middle of night~

gosh! ghoSst?? LOL
..
Passed by Safari, but didnt get into it, cus..
the two sakai were wearing pyjamas! *wth

one with INTI's shirt

another one with bkb slacks+slippers!

*Imao!

aww. Arounded by child memorries

again. Posing. lol

Covered me with a jacket (cus i was shivering) *too cold

9 of us~ yeah

♥ enjoyed with the trip :)
Its great for me to have a chance to hang out with the course mates.
Weee~ *appreciate it =)
Cherish the moment we had
Especially the moment that 6 of us played Truth or Dare
while nobody was there at the outdoor - in the middle of night!
wakakaka. Got to know some secrets which are sensitive *wOo0ts

Imma released!

2010-04-18T00:18:00.005+08:00

Imma backed.
Backed from Genting Highland wey!
(its exhausted btw)

Finally.
I've finished my final exam!
*phew~ its over
wish I could pass all my subs. *may God bless me

Done my foundation studies in a blink of an eye
So far, in this one year time
many things had happened in my life.
especially the relationship stuffs :(
it left a deep and invisible mark on me

Many people are wondering why
WHY- am i colleging in INTI-Nilai
am a girl who are dependent, which suppose to study in subang area so that i can travel back to home everyday.....

Well, guys
The main reason that I study in Nilai was all because of him- the guy which isn't worth for me anymore
However
Im still deserve to study @ INTI-Nilai
Seriously
I ♥ my college & campus life ;)

..met lots of course mates & got to know lots of friends there.
Especially in this last sem
Thanks God for bringing them into my life
Appreciate and cherish the time we spent together :)
We've spent our time & been thru many places together
and of course, i miss the time
the time we used to squeeze our brain & rush for assignments in the last minute
the time we used to burn midnight oil for our finals
and how steady we were in our final examinations.
Argh! Seriously, I wish I could take down all the memories of us!
Friends, you've changed and brighten up my life
Seriously, feel kinda sad that our foundation's life ends here =(

Miss all the time.
-the time that we spent together ='(

Ticked off

2010-04-06T15:29:00.008+08:00

Due to the darn incident
tortured by insomnia in these few nights :(
Been messed up with the so-called-coincidence *Duh!
--- frustrated + pissed + grump + mad + fed up ---
*its enough
Im gonna freak out soon T.T

The world's too small!!! *damn it. ish!

Whatever
I've been dragged into the other me. The different personality of me!
Started to speak rudely with all the filthy F languages =X
awh, I knew.... -That's not me!
It wasn't the real personality of mine *ish!
but I just cant stand with it :(
So forgive me, friends.
I felt better after venting out with the bad poetry...perhaps? -.-"

Grrr.......
i....just....cant.....stand.....with.....it!
What a [$5 /hour] shit..!?
*what a crappy heck it is! -BULLSHITS!
Argh! Wicked overwhelmed with all these shitty things!
shouldn't mess up with it, I knew :(
So friends, do forgive about all my FF words.
I wouldn't meltdown easily by all those nasty shitss. Ew!

** Take a deeeeeep breath
Gotta put more efforts on my studies
Final's comin' on next week :(
Pray hard for me peeps!

wtf

2010-04-03T23:56:00.010+08:00

went JJ for dinner & movie with family
What an effing day!
As i getting on the down escalator
Guess who i saw??

the EX was appeared in front of me *wtf!?
*i dont think he saw me
Guess what?
He was carrying the so called 'LV' bag for that girl
ps/ At last> i know who's she and she knows me too.
*wtf wtf wtf!?
She saw me yet she gave me a god__ damn__ bitchy__ supercilious looked
what a... fking beitch mama
*god damn it!
oh no, cheaptard with a pirated LV!

Oh my fcuking God!

yeayea
fucktard + cheaptard = PERFECT MATCH
*woots**fuckcellent**

Im just time needed

2010-04-02T03:07:00.009+08:00

Its 3am in the early morning now.
@ MCD with coursemates.
> YingYing, PeiChe & ChunJun <
gonna stay overnight at here tonight and
im having 8am class tomorrow
*break my life record for 24hours non-sleeping *Lmao

The main reason we stay @ here is to finish the god damn econ assignment
*damnn. it drove us crazily man!
skipped all the classes for this whole week
*wonder whats the purpose i came back to Nilai
yet final is comin

As my coursemates' re busying with the assignment
I've done my part
Idling around and spend my time on the internet.
At last, i've found out that im still having a blog.
*it has almost lead to a death blog. Swt~
Cut the craps

Well, been single almost NEARLY for a month
and yet
i've received a very GOOD news from one of my friend in last Sunday
She gave me a call in the Sunday afternoon
and told me that she saw my EX hanging with another girl
yet the girl is quite fair? pretty? & hanging with a LV? *Woots
Aww God, how would you expect me to respond?

Dear myself, its really the time for me to let go.
im just.......time needed :)

:'(

2010-03-20T21:21:00.001+08:00

女人不吵了，不闹了，不叫了，就是真的不爱了。
女人说要离开，是伤心了，是你让她失望了。
女人明知道你们之间没有未来，却情愿留在你身边做个普通

朋友，
不是她太贱，只是她不舍得。

女人故意在你面前提到别的男人，不是她花心，只是想要刺激一下你，让你多在乎她一点。
女人不主动打电话，发信息给你，不是不想你，是她不够自信，你接到电话时是否也同时的想念她。
如果女人不爱你，是不会对你发脾气的，不要报怨自己的女朋友脾气太怪，女人只对她爱的人发脾气。
女人不是不知道你还有别的女人，她选择独自伤心却不揭穿你，是害怕揭穿后给了你一个离开她的借口。
女人总是在你面前假装很开心，不是她没心没肺，成天傻乐，只是为了在你面前留下最美得样子。

男人，其实你不懂：

1. 她总是问：你在哪呢？你现在在干吗？（她很想念你，只是想跟你说说话，你不给她发信息，她很矛盾，怕你在忙，但又忍不住想你，换了别人，爱干嘛干嘛，她不关心，所以请你一有时间久问候她一下，让她放心，让她知道你心里有她，她不会烦你，她总是主动联系你，她会觉得自己很贱。）

2. 她说：我不开心，我好烦。（不要怪他无理取闹，更不能觉得她在烦你，她不是真的不开心，她只是想你了，只是想要你会来安慰她一下，哪怕是：乖，别闹了，听话！）

3. 她说：不要感冒了/路上小心/自己多注意。（不要嫌她烦。因为她知道你并不傻，她只想让你知道她心里有你，她很想关心你。）

4. 她总说自己又长胖了或者长得不够漂亮。（不要觉得她是在自卑或嫉妒别人，她只是怕自己在你眼中不够完美，她已经在为你改变了）

5. 她总说她想要帮你，要你有什么事一定要告诉她。（其实她知道她帮不了你什么，她只想让你知道你还有她，她永远会在你身边陪你，会一直的支持你）

6. 她看到你跟别的女生亲近一些就会生气，发小脾气。（别说她小气，不信任你，她其实是在吃醋，这表示她十分在乎你，即使心里难受也会自己安慰自己。）

7. 无论做什么她总会征求你的意见。（不是她没主见，太过依赖你，她只是尊重你，凡事以你为先）

8. 不管在哪里她总是紧紧地和你站在一起。（她只是在告诉你她信任你）

9. 她爱忧伤，总是会多想。（不要觉得她想太多，只是有时她会觉得缺乏安全感）

10. 她假装生气转身离开。（其实，她不是真的想走，只是离开的时候希望被挽留）

11. 她会突然冷淡你，或对你撒娇。（别怪她孩子气，她只是想让你哄哄她）

12. 也许有一天她会跟你说分手。（其实这个时候她已经喜欢你好久，只是不确定这份感情是不是对的。她只是要你的安全感，你的舍不得，你的不要走）

FULL STOP for the god damn Love Story

2010-03-17T21:03:00.008+08:00

Yea, no doubt.
We break up again.
*sigh
Its like the 523904895th time edy.
Due to the same and lame reason.
*damn it

Whatever it is.
No matter how deeeeep is the freaking love.
I dooowant this relationship anymore.
As he said, its better for us to be friends, perhaps?

Yea
No more tears
No more quarreling and suffering
Dont have to fight like chickens without any reason in everyday

It will be another peaceful world for both of us.
Freedom Freedom Freedom!
He will be enjoying his life, so am I.

Repeated!
I wouldn't want this relationship anymore.
( i mean future lahh )
For those who look down on me that I couldn't let go de
(especially ex-schools' mates and mummy -.-)
Dont kua suei me liao!
I'M SERIOUS!
I am really giving up on him this time.
I'll get a better one ( X93874093274 much more better than him one! )
Wait and see kay! LOL

ps://
lazy to delete for all the previous posts due to my laziness
ignore them then :)

itS all about cny

2010-03-03T16:54:00.012+08:00

its all bout CNY

seriously
im lazy to blog bout it
(and i knw it's a bit late for me to post bout it)

this yr CNY was borrrrring since the 1st to the last day

lame
&
knsss

ntg special this yr
skipped my valentine's
*kns"

siien~
let the pictures do the talk

all i want to say is
im nt reli enjoy wiv this yr CNY
>.<

Afraid!

2010-02-19T23:21:00.002+08:00

Im afraid
Afraid of everything
:'(

Started to hesitate
Is this what I want..
Is that what I need..

Im afraid with everything you did
everthing you gave
and everything you promised

yea right
Both of us broke the promises again
again and again
Its not the 1st time nor 2nd time
But N times
:(
WE are the one who have to change
not ME nor YOU

[heartbroken]

Im tired with it
:'(
0219 just past like this

=X

2010-02-19T00:51:00.001+08:00

yea im back
CNY gonna finis in few days soon
did enjoyed wiv all the men n ladies
=)
wat we've did were just
eat eat eat
party party party
gambling gambling gambling
=.=

mny things happened in these few days too
sighh
we're always facing the same problem
# Communication Error #
it's glad tht we could handle it lastly
;)
p~e~a~c~e
Gong~Xi~Fa~Cai
&
Happy~Valentine
lol
[ i noe its kinda late ]

btw
all the pics of my CNY wil be uploaded soon
stay tune peeps
:)

:: lady,
You're the one who lead me into love
You're also the one who chucked us together
But now
Everything happens in the contrary :(
You're the one who betray ur love
You're the one who dump me over there when i need you
Seriously
i dont know what cha want & whats on ur mind
:(
what's going on with you?

Your Best Wishes = My Best Present

2010-02-11T23:14:00.000+08:00

Valentine's Day & CNY is comin
..... 2.5 days to go .....
everyone is excited + cant wait to hav their great time in this big big day

well
mny of my coursemates're started to pack their things
n goin back to their hometown
while im stil stayin in INTI
for lame reason
-.-
(( dun ask me whyy ))

sighh
2.5 days to go
honestly
im reluctant to go back home
feel so unwilling
no CNY mood
:(
i feel so reluctanttttttt

gahhh
I_CANT_STAND_ANYMORE
i_ just_ cant scrape wiv watever u all said to me
:'(
its nt the reason
its nt the main issue too!

im 19's now
pls dun treat me lik a 12's girl
i hav my own life
i hav my own freedom
i wish i can shout out loud
pls think of my feeling
:'(

i didnt meant to be disobedient
but i hav my own rights to do my own decisions
:(
dont ever force me to do such a decision

>> IT'S MY LIFE! <<

i hav my own rights
nobbut i didnt fight for it

everyone's hav their own limitation
so am i

P/s:: i hate the way u all talked to me!

Im Always Last Minute

2010-02-04T18:15:00.003+08:00

Geez~
im backed
lazZy to update for my blog.
ntg to blog seriously
-.-

its in the 'Test Season' right now.
=.~
ther's only CNY mood
but no study mood
aikkss!

__ Test 1 Test 1 __
everyone's swot wiv their books
@_@
so am i
im always Face-ing my own Book ^^
no doubt
------------ im 100% addicted wiv facebook ------------
** tittering **

gonna spend my night to study @ common room wiv Ying tonight.
eww~
for our account paper
~.~
aisehh
im oways same wiv my ex-schoolmates

yey~
we're always
LAST MINUTE!
O.O

<<<> >>
guysssssss
i miss all of euuuu!

i super ring
i hello panda

我一个人

2010-01-31T23:43:00.003+08:00

习惯了
一个人

一个人失望
一个人发呆
一个人哭泣

如弟弟所说的
-单身
就是一个人在食堂吃馄饨

现在的我

一个我

我
一个人

:'(

随便你怎么想
随便你怎么说
你根本就不了解
一点都不了解我！

永远的痛...

emo + upset

2010-01-28T23:14:00.004+08:00

:( :( :( :( :(

i dont know what am i thinking
:(
dont ask me-
what's wrong with me

m i givin u a chance to love?
or one more chance to hurt?

> song of tonight: 第几个一百天

♧ The Original JY ~♡

无标题

End of 2011

I'm bored

最近

As

001110100010011100101000

Cherish The Moment

愿

Lesson of The Month

心如刀割

幸福吗

Holiday Mood

Lovely Life

Byebye Degree Year 1

Sick of Finals

May

感触

Imagine Me Without You ♡

来过 爱过 走过

='(

不想懂

Stress ahh

Tokyo Disneyland

So True

2012 那么近

Change ME

我说

Questions, again

Blog Updated

CNY 11"

:'(

I'm ready for CNY!

Oh Life

Back To Life

开心/伤心

2011伤心事

我的 2010

惜

Words For Girls

LMFAO David Rush Ft Pitbull & Kevin Rudolf ♡ Shooting Star

关在铁笼里的那只鸟

98 Degrees ♡ This Gift

1 word 11 letters, WHATYOUTHINK

Scratched

Zzz

Idk whatswrongwithme

感情/回忆?

One In A Million ♡ Ne-yo

Heartbeat ♡ Enrique Iglesias ft. Nicole Scherzinger

痛

Its FATE!

Crappy

粪 - 愤

...

不可以一个人的咩

Inexpressible

Ocean Monkeys!

Lovely fren in lovely morning

101010 怀念

未来的路

Fatso

Diary

求人不如求己

Best Questions Ever

Macam-macam

Just.. Random

L_veMyLife

Konichiwa

imy, NKS

Maa' New Baby

Untitled

Suffocating banana

不是我放不下

AnotherEmoNight

我为我自己而活

你的背影

适耕庄

星星 只有你知我心

你会去的 对吧

来过爱过走过

星星只有你知我心

你会去的对吧

我一个人